I think I would risk life in prison to disclose

The title pretty much says it. Just to be clear, I love my life. I love my wife, my family, my friends, my job, my hobbies…I’m not rich and I don’t care to be. I’ve definitely seen some hardship, but I’m about as lucky as you can get. However, I think that if I knew NHI existed, and had definitive proof of it’s existence, of coverups, and reverse engineering programs…I think I would risk it all to show the world. And I’m in my 40’s with plenty of quality years ahead(if I’m lucky). Some of these first-hand whistleblowers are probably well into their 80’s…Knowledge like that could save the planet and I think I could die happy in prison knowing that I helped so many lives. I think my wife would be upset, but she’d understand. My friends and family would understand. A lot of the people making these claims were most likely soldiers who risked their lives for their country. It seems unlikely they would fear risking their lives for the world if they thought it would do unequivocal good for the planet. The only reason I wouldn’t disclose is if I thought it would result in some existential risk to humanity. But if I thought that I wouldn’t become a whistleblower in the first place. I know it’s easier said than done. I just don’t think I would keep it secret. Does anyone else feel the same way?