Are we unwell?

I check ufo/alien subs and websites multiple times a day. I read books, watch videos and think about the subject all the time and have for the past 5+ years.

I know a couple other people like me in real life but other than that I appear crazy to the general public. Over the holiday weekend I didn’t check anything ufo related. It’s like it just disappeared like when I was a kid and was obsessed with a video game or something and then stopped playing it (world of warcraft).

Can something so few of us are really into be all that real? Something we think is going to change humanity forever and soon (so we hope) the general population doesn’t even think about ever? Can you compare this to anything else that’s happened in human history? Maybe I smoked too much last night but what are we doing man?