Abducted as a child and rejected by aliens

When I (43F) was a child in the 1980s I lived in Metarie area of New Orleans, Louisiana. One night my Aunt Rosa came to visit and my parents left me home alone we lived on the 2nd floor of Gatehouse Apartments. I remember the windows to the living room being open and the sensation of being watched which was weird because we were on the top floor and nobody could see inside, there was only trees and backyard outside and then a fence. I remember floating up into the sky and seeing in the tree (leaves were gone probably fall autumn or winter) a beautiful small white owl like a barn owl. I remember lying flat on a metal table and I was being observed like in an experiment. There was a small chubby alien “doctor” who looked like the typical grey aliens but shorter and stocky, not skinny also I don’t think his color was grey I think it was more brownish. He was telepathic and I could hear him speaking in my mind. He was curious about me and I revealed some memories of what activities I had done while playing “doctor” with my friend and I felt guilty about what I did to her was inappropriate, he was pleased and was happy and said it’s okay that I was “experimenting” with my friend. I was not afraid of him because he seemed nice. There were others behind him that were scary they seemed dark and cold and souless, tall, too skinny, dark like black and shiny with pointy gloves, and I don’t think they had a face but they were his assistants. Then they realized I had asthma wheezing and that it was not a curable disease and so they returned me to my apartment. I now realize that the scary ones were probably some sort of AI Robots or Android mix of organic with machine so that’s why they seemed cold and souless to me. Also I remember being “scouted” ahead of time by his small sized skinny big eyed workers aliens that I woke up and they were staring at me while I was on my bottom bunk bed and that I was scared of them being in my room and staring at me. After that I was too scared to sleep by myself so I kept sneaking into my parents bed to feel safe. I was too scared to tell my parents because nobody would believe me. Also I recently watched Resident Alien on Netflix and the mom kept having dreams about owls and she found out that owls are often placed into fake memories for humans who have been abducted. I have had no health issues other than asthma which I had before them and I don’t think they opened my body or put anything in me other than thoughts. I hope the AI robots have some kind of ethical rules and guidelines because otherwise they won’t know right from wrong: like always respect life and never kill living things, try to save and not to harm, etc