Being an experiencer is lonely.

I’m thankful that I’ve had the UFO encounters I have because they’ve changed my life and completely shaped me as a person.

There is another side though, that is filled with loneliness and anxiety.

Having alien experiences is great if you can explain it or get anwsers, but if you cant(like most of us) it leaves you in a place where not only is there nobody to talk to in daily life, but also nobody to relate to or anywhere to file this kind of experience in your head, and it messes you up over time. I don’t deal much with other experiencers because about half of them sound insane, even seeing what I’ve seen. My dad won’t talk, and I had an encounter with my mom in 2018 that left her dead by suicide less than a year later.

Im grateful for the path these experiences have left me, but the pain that comes with them shouldn’t be discounted by anyone.

I’m sick of having to defend myself, I’m sick of being looked at like I’m insane. I personally(for my own heart) cant wait until were all on the same page. I didn’t ask for any of this, and nobody ever does. Be careful what you wish for, because it’s a gift and a curse.