We are all wanting disclosure but are Kirkpatrick etc really the good guys because the the truth is about as Dark as it gets?

Doing some mental gymnastics at work and I started going off into a few rabbit holes.

Rather not going down every source but rather I ask the community, is disclosure being held back for a really really dark reason?

If everything that we read with Grusch, lue etc is true and Lockheed have bodies, craft and god knows what else are they covering this up to protect us?

Are the gatekeepers shitting themself because we are going public with ways we can down craft and making things public is actually the wrong thing to do?

NHI being interested in nukes possibly because we can damage them or EMP can bring down crafts, are we essentially trying to cover up this fact?

I dunno like I say just rambling