Guess it’s time to come clean. 50/50ish believing me is close enough for me, so let’s move forward.
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First and foremost, to clear one thing up since I’ve gotten messages asking – “The Last One” is technically a misnomer. It was the last one of a series of drafts that I only mostly completed before posting.
I wasn’t sure whether Space Canines were real (as I said, I don’t know everything) so on 12/22 I remember thinking to myself “Dude you HAVE to post something. If Primordial Soup Dogg lands and you haven’t yet, people might have a really hard time – what if they’re malevolent?”
So, I jumped with what I had, and now here we are.
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I didn’t want to make any claims about myself up front or my identity because it was hard enough to get people to believe the facts alone. I didn’t want to affect anyone’s free will, so to speak. I wanted people to believe it because they believed it, or be skeptical because they were skeptical. I knew damn well that decision would cost me, but I wasn’t concerned about that.
I left a bunch of stuff out of my posts, either because it sounds too crazy, or because it would probably really upset certain people for no good reason. Considering I’d decided it was best to not talk about myself at first, I didn’t feel right putting it all in. I don’t regret that; it was the right call. I’ll get that info out when I can, assuming this doesn’t turn out to be my last post.
I feel that, so far, I’ve only marginally succeeded at trying to push UAP Disclosure and I beat myself up over it a couple of times. Things went tits up yesterday and I blamed myself in the end.
I don’t hold any ill will toward any of you for not believing me. The skepticism is warranted; that said, though, the hate was not.
This is me:
I’ve known a lot of this stuff for a pretty long time. Some of it, half my life. I’m a repeat experiencer (though no abductions that I know of). I’ve had downloads, I’ve seen shadow people, I’ve witnessed a fleet of swaying saucer UFOs with sporadic visibility on a clear night, and I’ve seen one from far away that just looked like a dot, but I knew what I was and wasn’t looking at. I’ve had a benevolent NHI (several? I dunno how that works) timeshare my consciousness earlier this year to get me out of a dire predicament with some AI-run hunter that would have effectively ended my life – worse than whatever you’re thinking right now. I woke up bleeding 6.5 hours later in my driveway with my car nowhere in sight, but otherwise I was OK and more importantly, alive and unbroken. Maybe I’ll tell you guys about the whole experience one day. Lots of time weirdness. I never claimed to be in the Program, on the disclosure team, or an insider. Make of that what you will.
I will prove ALL of this to all of you one day once we figure out telepathy on a larger scale:
Someone is helping me. I don’t think they’re from here, but they seem to like me a lot for some reason. I have decades of research, testing, technical writing, and training experience. My job title is Test Engineer – Specialist. I’ve spent much of my time at work piecing together the “big picture” of various topics, poring over the details, making sense of it, making connections that some folks miss, documenting it, and then training people on it from the ground up. I always keep an open mind, I’m discerning, and I’m accustomed to noticing the morality, patterns, and behaviors in people. To say that my life has been strange over the last few years would be the most monumental understatement I’ve ever made. In my younger days, I was a lead ranger at local Burning Man events. I dealt directly with a lot of drugged-out people (plus I had to figure out on my own what they were even on, usually), or straight-up OD’ing, drinking too much, falling into campfires, getting into fights. I was the one who was tasked with calling and dealing with the cops if they had to roll in for any reason, and last but not least keeping the vets who owned the land informed of the goings-on on their property. Also in my younger days, I was a non-participating DM, keeping people safe while they were doing arguably unsafe things. Same as I did at the Burning Man events but for different reasons. I have firsthand, secondhand, and, obviously, thirdhand knowledge on this topic. I’ve poured thousands of hours into this because I decided at some point, possibly with help, that I have to do this. Further, I want to do this. Helping people is my MO. I think I might be a healer but I’m not yet convinced that that’s part of this. When the other shoe drops, I want EVERYONE to be able to come with me, and I’m only marginally convinced I’ll be able to go myself at all anyway. Sidebar on yesterday: I consider myself a patriot. Captain America has always been my favorite superhero. Wait that’s not accurate. Colossus was my first favorite. Anyway — I’ve been called a “Nazi” precisely one time in my entire life. Robert Monroe is my hero. I’m not religious. I consider myself spiritual like many of us do. Although I still slip here and there, I love all of you. Yes, trolls – you, too. Please try to do better.
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Am I right about everything? I dunno – someone seems to think so over here. I could be wrong on a few things – and if I am, I promise you that I will sort it out with all of you as soon as I see confirmation.
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For anyone just coming in, here are the posts:
A Head Start: https://www.reddit.com/r/disclosureparty/comments/18q9alc/uap_disclosure_a_head_start/ gods: https://www.reddit.com/r/disclosureparty/comments/18r0eca/uap_disclosure_a_head_start_gods/ The Ad Hoc One (unplanned): https://www.reddit.com/r/disclosureparty/comments/18rogqq/uap_disclosure_a_head_start_the_ad_hoc_one/ The Last One, which most people seem to feel that I fucked up for reasons I’m not yet clear on, but Im poring over it tomorrow (today?) to figure out where I messed up: https://www.reddit.com/r/HighStrangeness/comments/18sbdrz/the_last_one/
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If this doesn’t settle the matter of people thinking I’m lying, grandstanding, being full of myself, ignoring my family to their detriment, delusional, “needs help”, a Nazi, and I forget what else, I don’t know what to tell anyone at that point.
For the sake of humanity, please help me make this work.
Zid
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